“huh…rifdi…forgive mama ok..!! sorryyy !!…mama knows that mama has been ‘nagging’ u a LOT lately…and sometimes…mama tend to loose control..mama just cannot control mama’s temper sometimes…and you too !! being veryyyy ‘difficult’ to handle lately…you keep on ignoring what ever mama says…and sometimes you just purposely do things to make mama angry !!…”
“but anyhow…mama say sorry ok…what ever you do…mama can’t put the blame on you !! instead…mama should be more understanding !! mama knows that you feel threathen lately…mama can see it clearly, the way you look and stare at mama’s big tummy…and the wat you would just ignore and walk away every time mama ask you to rub mama’s tummy !! mama knows…you KNOW there’s some else in mama’s life now….”
“..and mama can see…from the way you would kiss and hug mama…tailing mama everywhere…mama knows…that you’re scared…you feel left out…but come on sayang!!…the lil ‘thing’ in mama’s tummy is not a threat to you !! in fact…it’s a ‘gift’ for you !! =)…a very precious gift that you should be excited for !! …so cheer up honey…be happy..coz you’re gonna have your very own lil’ sista soon !! dun feel scared sayang…dun feel neglected…and please…stop feeling threathen….mama’s always there for you….and when your lil’ sis arrives…let’s welcome her together ok !! i love you soo much !! dun worry….nothing’s gonna change mama’s love for you, for ever !!!”
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