05 Aug

according to Wikipedia:

Necrophobia is the abnormal fear of dead things (e.g., corpses) as well as things associated with death (e.g., coffins, tombstones). Symptoms include: shortness of breath, rapid breathing, irregular heartbeat, sweating, dry mouth and shaking, feeling sick and uneasy, psychological instability, and an altogether feeling of dread and trepidation.The sufferer may feel this phobia all the time, or only when something triggers the fear, like a close encounter with a dead animal or the funeral of a loved one or friend. The fear may have developed when a person witnessed a death, or was forced to attend a funeral as a child.

yup. i have this phobia. phobia of loosing my loved ones. dad, mom, hubs, children, in-laws, relatives, friends – u name it. yup. it all started when my one, and only brother left me when i was 9…on the very first few days after her left, i would wake up in the middle of the night, starring at the window, and call out for hi..and yes..i got warded for 2 times, due to high fever…i guess, i just could not accept the fact that he left me for real.

and i guess…i always have this uncanny feeling about loosing the ones i have with me now..i seriously can never ever think or imagine how my life would be without anyone of them. 😦

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Posted by on August 5, 2011 in AUGUST 2011


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